Dopamine

Dopamine, Norepinephrine, Phenylethylamine and I thought that you loved me??

I am addicted to rush, the gush, the hush, hush sweetheart ,

The recriminations, the incriminations, your face, the  pace,
The scream, the dream….
The upper, the downer..the inside outer....
And you tell me it's just a hormone? 
PLEASE! c’mon!

Am I to believe that all I feel is just a chemical reaction?
Is that my only satisfaction? For  this sin? For this heat within?
Damn!!! Where the  hell do I now I begin ?..to say what I feel?
This is  crazy shit ! this is  too surreal!

 Dopamine, Norepinephrine, Phenylethylamine and I thought that you loved me??

 And yet …now I see ,   it's just  chemistry …
 BUT .... it feels pretty real to me :(

Is it ?

 Let me write a love song ...An ode to  you …nothing blue ....just passion for you....

..is that not true?

Damn this science  with its method and theory ! 
I'm sick of it,  it makes me feel weary…dreary…
I want love!  not a DNA script ....
nothing that  lovers need to encrypt!

 Is it just Dopamine, Norepinephrine, Phenylethylamine? 

 Cos when when I sniff it  … it makes me feel fine :)